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prelims

2004-09-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

prelims started today.. man it was horrble....... i deen complete my graph... neither did i answer the questions and also i cos the lime water wif the solution to burst out... from the test tube.........argh.. so shitty fucka...

anyway after dat.. went to plaza to eat.. den go rivervale mall to study a maths.. and oh my gawd. can u believe it. it was my first time being so engrossed in A.MATHS.. my!! for goodness sake... couldn't even bare to leave Burger KIng to go home.. hah.. Olenie was surprised too!! heh.. i am too.. wif my self.. impressed. hah..

went home.. bathe. eat AGAIN.. putting on weight damns.. den had tuition. i think my tchr got flu.. she keep sniffing... hah.. she is a fast teacher.. man she talk damn fast.. think damn fast.. write so fast.. but.. i still understand.. hah.. thats the weird part.... i am started to lurve maths.. lols..

phew. thank gawd i am free on tues and wed and fri. hah. so i can stay at home( but most probably go out) and study wif Olenie and Sandra lurvy dorvey... lols... tml i will be STUDYING. i repeat.. STUDYING at hougang green.. hah.. miracle has happen and i think miss evelyn is the God Sent angel to start me studying.. heh.. and i am grateful for dat..

AND i hate the stupid MSN..... i just hate it....so what if i added my friends back.. i just HATE THE GAWD DAMN THING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DELETEd MY WHOLE 3/4 OF FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so pissing irritating shit pig farking arse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all gone..

anyways.... stopping here.. and XIAO XIONG*33 arh!!!! pls arh.. dun let ur blog rot again lazy gurl!!!!!!!! always one u noe.. and everyday arh.. i waiting for u to show up wif ur specs HOR!!!! u promised ok BAD GURL... dun make NICE girl wait@!!!!!! ^_^>>

-stupid prelims-<-blackcherry->

went out

2004-09-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

back to update my blog. hah. went to watch a movie wif brian and john.. Ghost.. hell to the sound effect ok.. scared me like shit.. suddenly "BOOM"!!!! my heart jump out.. the show quite complicated larh...... dunno how to say.. but its kinda nice....

met a new fren. hah.. john.. he is sucha SUANER.. keep saying me non stop.. arse him..... but warteva...he is like a joker... ha....

anyway.. damn pissed larh..... stupid msn... deleted 3/4 of my contacts.....i was like WHAT THE HELL???!!!! all of my friends gone just like dat.... Hmmmpf!!!!!!! so pissed ok... fuck it larh................. so ppl... IF U HAVE ME IN UR CONTACT LIST.. PLS MSG ME IN MSN.. DEN I GO RE-ADD UR EMAIL AGAIN!!!! heh....sorry for being so ma fan... hah... but not my fault lar.....

my prelims are starting tml.. at 10.20.... combine science practical......... deen study. hah.... i dun intend to go to JC also wart....... so hmmm.. can slack abit larh.................

whoa.. now abit tired.. cos.. erm.. heh... cant tell............ but not SEX OK!!!!

so yupps.. ciaos.. nites....

-prelims starting-<-blackcherry->

cut my fringe

2004-09-11T15:41:00.000+08:00

heh.. cut my fringe again today.. and its very short.. but.. i love it.. heh..... hmmm.. tonite gonna have tuition at 7.. and tml.. going out wif.. my god bro. heh.

now my sista and me are alone at home... hah... nth to do.................. argh....... prelims are starting on monday.... practical.. guess i better do my maths now.. practice makes perfect.. aye.!!!!

-cut my fringe-<-blackcherry->

back from hair dye

2004-09-10T22:19:00.000+08:00

i dyed my hair again today.. and a streak of colour which was suppose to be blue.. but in the end turnd out purplish ash cum blue... heh.. but my hair is stilll soo dark!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but got abit red purple larh..... my hair realli spoilt already... chams...... nuthing reaLLI much happen today....... well except its LiL bro Brian's birthday.. heh.. so let me sing happy birthday to hime again...

Happy Birthay To You.. happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to BRIAN!!!!!!!! HAppy birthday to You~~~~~!!!!!

ha.... 17 yrs old liao.. be more mature ok.. and dun play play any how already...

ok.. i guess i stop here.. .and nites..

-happy birthay to brian- <-blackcherry->

heyo

2004-09-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

hie hie hie... this bloggy thing got problem one larh.. yesterdae posted sth den today come out.........duhx....

lalalololololalala.. went back to school again today for physics and yup it is Mr Chan's class.... i was kinda late wif a few of my friends.. heh...and we were afraid of getting sclding.. harh!!! u wanna noe why.. come i lecture u guys some pointers or notes about wart some of our teachers' names refer to dat u guys would nv wanna miss!!!! look out for the notes below!!

What Does the name "MR C***" means to students in my school?(sorry due to private and confidential stuffs)

Fierce and stern looking
Pray hard you will never see him in school
Never be late for class
Better do homework
Got remedial cannot pontang
Handsome and fit
" Die arh Mr Chan got come.. never do homework how???!!!"
Loud VOICE
Cannot sms in class already
Extra ear studs better take out arh!
"Mr Chan coming??!!!! Tuck in shirt!!! Hurry Ah!!"
"SHit!!! die le larh!!! my hair spike!!)
Name tag and school badge better got wear<>
Better not talk in class arh!!

hah.. thats how Mr Chan is to me and some of us... he is dat superior!!!!! now for the bottom are some tchrs who are the opposite.. heh... catch it...

What does the name " Mr R*******" refers to??(sorry due to erm private and confidential stuffs..)

AIyah dun need do homework larh.
Under desk sms abit wun die larh
POntang his rememdial also nvm one
SHit ar!!! he always confiscate phone onE!!! parents must come if not cannot take back!!
slack larh slack larh
his eyes very big de!!!
do other sub in class wun die larh.. dun let him catch can le
FREE PERIOD!!!!!
chit chat wun die one larh....

hah.. thats one example of a tcher dat we realli like!!! slack one!!!! hah.. kidding.. but that tcher is very nice.. and we like him.. heh.. we also like mr c****.... he is like a father to us though!!! hah.... now lets move on to the female one!!

What does the name " Mdm Y**" refers??

Shit larh the crow come already!!
MAd woman come already!!!
SHe scold ppl half way laugh already!!
Why her clothes always weird weird one?? got one look like bus conductor also arh!!
thin legs.. big body
her hair like tomboy
she soo rough one!!! siao!!!
scold ppl anyhow??!!!
wear purple tights
" hey rmb rmb she infront of class dare to pull her bra strap??"

hah.. thats abt her.. she is the funniest laughing stock tcher we ever had.. her voice is very shriiiikkkyyy!!! shes nice though.. heh.. i guess thats all abt for the time being.. will continue my lecture again tml!!!! harh!!! take note ok??!!!

ha.... i noe i am bad.. but its just for laughing purposes.. but its realli true larh.. i go eeat my fried rice first!!! ha!! come back later!!!!! heh.... ciaoz

-lecture-

stupid hair dye

2004-09-08T18:57:00.000+08:00

my hair is totally damaged lorh.......... so irritating.. went to sandra house to dye hair.. this time was a more redder colour................ and GUESS WART!!!! NO RED LORH!!!!!! the other time also.. choose the colour burgundy red.. and it made my hair black.. i was like.. wth?!??!?!??!?!!??!?!

so farked up.. but heck care.. i am gonna dye again soon.. heh... my hair will totally rot rot and rot.....

today i went back to school again.. had chemistry..... 1h 30 min.... den suppose to have bio next.. but i was like bored.. and i deen wanna go fer it.. sandra and jo and siew ping also pontang... hah.. most of our class pupils skipped the remedial.. some 4e1 pupils also skipped it.. or should i say most!!! hahahaha.. but poor mrs tay.. pregnant and yet we deen attend her class... sorry sorry sorry....!!!!!

hmmmmm.. wat else.. oh ya.. went to sandra hse watch Windstruck.. its so all lovey dovey and lame.. haha.. but the gurl is very pretty.. she tried commiting suicide coz her love one died... and all her attempts failed.. and the reasons were all sooooooooooooooooooooo LAME!!! but again.. its nice larh..and she is SOOOOOOO PRETTY. but from certain angles.. she look quite horrible.. hah.. dats wart sandra told me.. and its true.

jolene slept all the way.. sandra slept awhile.. and i lUrvE her giraffe... heh.. long stick legs and long neck and fat body.. so cuddly... and sandra is head over heels with her ernie and pooh bear... they are huge.... she got them from the carnival.. lolx... she is soo powerful in getting the prices till the shop vendors gotta change their game rules and all.. isnt that so embarrasing!!!! heh.. sandra ar sandra.. lols.. but i lurve her.. haha.. her momma also very cute.. her sista also very cute.. heh.. all the face look alike one....

anyway.. i wish gi gi would go back home to celest.. she is soo worried.. gi gi arh.. where u go... hiyo...

and poor brotha Brian.. broken off with his stead.. and he is sad... and he starts talking his rubbish again.. heh... guys are so farnie..... u cant predict what they say is true or not..... and they give u sweet messages to make u their princess and warteva warteva warteva........ hah..

anyway. i gonna watch my fav show again. Stairway to Heaven.. some Korean show.. itttttttttsssssssssssss very nice..... the gurl very pretty.. heh.... byes....

-stupid hair dye-

peggy

2004-09-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

heh i met a new gurl named peggy. heh.. she is cute alrite.. very friendly... and very very very cute.. lolx.. small bear.. harh.. she taught me on codes.. lolx.. and mine is *73... ha.. i like and love that number very much.. and i dunch noe why either.

got my new tuition today... miss evelyn... heard that she is an expert in engineering calculations.. no wonder she teach me until so professional.. i feel a sense of shyness and inferior towards her.. coz i am slow in my math.. it must have been a "disgrace" to her for having a student like me heh.. lolx.. but warteva.. i still wana pass my math so just gotta hold on to it....

i have two new songs.. one is Pachelbel's Canon in D and another is a chinese one erm..."Mei You Ni De Yi Tian".. very nice.. a theme song from Aqua Heroes.. and peggy sent it to me.. thX alorTs yeah...

dear GOD in heaven.. i can onli wish for u to give happiness to all my friends and i realli do mean it.. heal and cure those who are in the pain of love and heal their wounds and give them new desires.. it hurts alort seeing them going through worthless sufferings.. and also help little celestine find her dog.. gigi.. it went missing today.. bless the dog... and also.. bless my family.. i dun mean to give them headaches and attitudes.. its my teenage yrs.. i hope they understand and forgive my disrespectfulness against them.. i just dun like ppl scolding me for what i haven done wrong.. and also send a force to all of us who are still slacking and not studying for our O's to start studying... i wish everyone would be satisfied wif the effort they put in to their work and thanks to all the teachers who have gone through INTENSIVE revisions and encourage us all the way.... so GOD.. please bless everybody.. living in harmony and peace... AMEN.

if i could pray everyday before GOD like dat.. i will.. and worship him yeah.. he is actually the only one who can take away our miseries.... and illness and diseases which upsets and destroys our lives.. yup..

i am not exhausted but i feel like sleeping..... its the hormones in me playing again.. argh....

guess thats all i gotta update.. again GOD.. please ans my prayers...

-exhausted-

broken

2004-09-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

*sigh*... i am sad.. i dunnoe why.. every part of me hurts... i cant explain why either... i just broke off.. yepp... broke off after a two month long relationship... we were together b4 for 10 mnths... but its all coz of me.. i dunno why.. the hormones in me.. aint working rite.. just not rite....

there is a fcuking problem in me.. he treats me rite and all... but i am not treating him rite.. its my billions of time cheating him.. it feels not good.. but bad bad bad... oh gawd... just get me aids over here.. or diabetes or cancer.. or tumor.. or any disease dat ever existed...... so dat i can appreciate the ones who loves me...

i am truely sorry for the many times i hurt u..... realli sorry.. i noe a sorry isnt good enuff... S-O-R-R-Y.... that word is bad.. bad for relationships.. bad for everything.. it shoudlnt have existed... never. never ever!!! that word just gives the chance to hurt some one...

i hate my hair.....it sucks.... it has always been.... and it will never not....

i am just truly sorry... i am a pathetic soul.. yes i noe.... i can never be good in handling stuffs like those.... i can never be who u want me to be.. or who u wish i would be... i can never be that......... it onli brings more disappointment den achievements... dun put high hopes on me.... dun ever do that....dun even think abt it... no no no... NO..

den again... i dun think any one will... its the word H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S stated or printed at my dull face....i am labelled by that word...

man.. i can feel the heavy drowsiness taking over my body now.. i am totalli gonna black out.... i am tired.... i wanna rest in peace.. or perhaps.. sleep in peace..

i dun wanna do my physics or my a maths.... i dun wan anything..

i just want a word from u... dat ensures me dat u are happy.. and i will be fine.. at least...
dats wart i think i want....

-sorry, i truely am-

depressed...

2004-08-31T21:15:00.000+08:00

gawd.. i am soooooooooo guilty...i dunnoe why.anyway.. i just read my book -Not Without My Daughter- finished.. i just bought it on Sunday in MPH... actually there is still other books on women -mainly who are white dat married Amercanized Iranians man- being forced to stay in Iran by their husband that i wanna buy.. i mean.. its like so against humanity.. some of the books are also about honour killings in arabia or iraq... and wives got beaten by husbands bitterly...sucha cruel kind of doings....its just.. s-a-d...t-r-a-g-i-c.. to know that there are man who are so BASTARD, COLD and INDEFFERENt existing in this once innocent -all thanks to ADAM who ate the damned fruit in Garden of Eden- but complicated world........ANYWAYS........ my next list of books are gonna be "Princess".."Sold".... all abt women of the middle-east.....being tortured.. forced.. raped.... even sold by their families -mainlyby their all-soo-holy father- to man whom they have no affection to...orh puhlease... sooo disgusted by their actions of LAME SUCKA BRAINLESS and FCUKING attitude towards women...harlow!!!! its like the new century now.. where by more women are like already given more respect and authority den men.. i am not being sexist in any way.... its just so plain sick.....

talking about fruits.... i brought a green apple today for some kind of "FRUITS DAY" -created by our sch- we had "Teachers' Day" and "Aces Day" today....so many "days" in just a one plain Tueday.... nort forgetting..."Be Yourself Day".. where all students in our school were allowed to wear wart we want... and DIyana was sooo cute... she wore a football outfit wif high socks and those....

we had our assembly or concert in the hall.. and MARK and DAN was like hosting it... sucha a SHOCK.... them??... the havockerx of our school?? but they did a good job larhh -being so relaxed and original and stuffz-... and they are actually quite nice ppl... so yeah.... they are forgiven.. lolx.... just kinda suprised though dat rachel and my video tribute wasn't shown.... maybe its deleted coz we retook it alort of times and the IT ppl might have accidently erased it.....

after this whole thingy.. we went to celebrate wif our FOREVER LOVING FORM TEACHER====>>>MR LEE!!!!!-snoopy lover- we bought mugs of snoopy figures and also another mug wif our class photo printed on it and our names were there too..... and there were two cakes... one soooo niiiiccceeeee chocolate cake and another fruit flan cake..... yUmmY mUm MUm.. lolx...

after that... we went to the hall and played badminton till six plus until some school attendant chased us out in a rage!!! i perspire like some arse larh... but its a goooooooodddddd feeling........ coz i am exercising!!! lolx... though i gort some gastric probs coz ytd i deen eat and today also never eat -except for an apple-... but i ate nasi lemak just now after badminton.....i played like shiot.... i cant play welll... and i am sorry for JunLong.. lolx... i partnered him and we lose.. coz i keep missing the hit... he is soooo good in badminton and always encouraging me.. whahahaha.... REALLLI SOOOOORRRRYYYYYY!!! whahahahaha....

tml is my 2nd month anniversary wif my stead...... i just hope something good will come out amongst us.... i feel very insecure..... and scared.. and horrible....by my actions and doings... towards him....

-whoa- i realised that today's blog is damn long and full of events... kinda tired now.. arm is aching.... stomach in pain.. feel like puking...... but i am ok.. and fine... whahahahaha......

-eventified-<-blackcherry->

fcuk

2004-08-30T00:07:00.000+08:00

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2004-08-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

yosh bloggy.. 'm back.. i dun have anything to update or wart so ever.. just feeling sick.. deen went to sch on friday... sick... and my muscles were aching...whore whore whore.. dats me.. a whore.. i totally wish i was one...lalalalalalala... went out today.. wif esther.... and her stead.....

whoooooooooooo............. i dunnnoe wart i am feeling... or wat i want........ life is a total crap and a challenge.. but i am not gonna give up...i've gort nth to say larh.... no nothing....... no event to write..... i just cant think of any!!!! my brain isnt working...i noe it... it isnt FuckIng WORkINg!!!!!! this proves to show i am a log head.... i am... since young... a log head.....

feelin' weak rite now.. i was never i normal person.. i noe.. i am damn stubborn... whahahaha.. and i love it.... i guess so.... hEy BlOGgy i am toTaLly emptY up in my cranky peany weeny tweeny brain....

i am meeting ngie tml!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun wanna go home.......... i am not home now..... whahahaha....i am tired now...
nites.. moonlight... starry nite.... wish u a freamy creamy dreamy nite... peace shall be wif the heavens above... yaWnz~

-log head-<-blackcherry->

tired

2004-08-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

'm back.... chinese paper 1 prelim was today.. went quite well.. hope so... everything today seems to be an eye sore fer me... nahx.. nth to talk abt.. i am at a loss of words...

i've just realised that the worst thing that could happen to u is when u tot u have a whole lort of vocab language in ur mind bank.. but u hadn't... and all the words u used ain't understandable and u just used it just fer the sake of saying it to prove u are so vocabified wif all the chimology words... and to make u sound more superior among everyone else..the basic words dat appear many times is the one which i know clearly.. but those higher form of words.. i cant think of any.. so why not just be original..damn shit puck.. i just realised it during literature.. and its scary......and i never wan to think abt it any more.. but it just has to keep appearing in my thoughts...

the thought of it has just gotta make me feel stupid........ i dunnoe why... some times i dunnoe why i just gotta noe some one who would just bring me totally down....just a waste of energy and effort on my part.. my time is usually wasted on junks.. and it goes from humans to objects to even the tiniest particle on this living earth.. its takes me 4 secs to have a deep breath.. 4 mins to type one paragraph of 7 lines... 4 hrs of computer usage to satisfy my boredness... 4 days to realise how fast time flies and its gonna be a friday.. 4 weeks to realise dat a month is gone....4 months to realise that school term is over and 4 years to realise dat i am 20 now.. and a yr more which makes it 21 and this is the age to my freedom and adulthood... and how am i ever gonna survive.. ??

wart makes it more complicated is dat.. i dun have my own abilities to make me strong.. the strength to make me realise who i am.. and worse.. the force to push me to start STUDYING!!! my O's is coming.. and its kinda too late to start...but who cares... even if so.. it is still good to start... at least u started on something... yepp.... feeling kinda low down now.. no idea why..

bloody whore...vacuum cleaner..

-deep thoughts-

weight lifted

2004-08-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

well... guess i shld say.. i did wart i have wanted never to do.... but u just gotta let go when u have to.. its sad though... but there is no use to go on.... rite.... omG... i am talking something sensible at last... an achievement... i guess...

its hard to predict wats gonna happen... its just best to take the precautions first.... i am soooo sorry.. i just hope i dun add to ur misery... i am basically adding to mine.. mwahahahahaha... but any way.. warts done is done.. sounds cliche...

back to my normal day life... i went to compass.. to eat wif sandra... dAmn SorrY ngIe.. couldn't accompany you.... we ate at pizza hut.. hmmm.. curry rice.... and shrooms spaghetti rite??? hahahaha.. damn filling.. and my phone line got cancelled!!! coz i haven pay bill.. whahahahaha.... who cares.. i dun wanna use it anymore...SO PEOPLE... DON MSG TO MY THAT NUMBER ANYMORE!!!!!DUN CALL EITHER!!!hmm... everything's damn bad.. the ppl.. the school... the work load..... and we got lorts of free period today... hope mrs tay is doing fine.. take care k teacher.... any way.. me and mucus(a.k.a rachel) did a video recording yesterday fer teachers day.. its a speech in paying a tribute to our teachers... it was hilarious... we N-G so many times.... we kept laughing.. but it was fun.. whahahaha..

and today in class... rachel.. amy.. sandra.. and me... kept laughing like foolish idiots.. we were talking about the mcDonald characters.... whahahahahahaha... it realli cheers me up thinking abt that... it was realli funny... and yes i admit we were laughing DAMN LOUDLY.... but one have to enjoy one's self rite... why keep it to urself and be EMOTIONLESS.... wif tHe sTERN Face... whahahahaha... lET it OUT!!!! -phew-...

hmmmm.. any way.. OlEnE... just chill k.. forget abt it.. no point being angry on sth so energy wasting... and unnecessary.. u already noe wart... it will just waste ur time... so relax!!! study hard fer ur chinese..

kk.. shall end here.. have a nice day every one!!!

-peaceful-

pissed

2004-08-19T17:54:00.000+08:00

oh shit u...plx... so pissed of..................... My EyEs is SOrE!!!!!!!! hIYo..............warteva larh...my sister also got sore eyes..my brotha also......... all Get soRe Eyes!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ehx fark u larh...... soMe people just dunnoe where they stand or they belong...... its like.. how cool can u get man....duhx...warteva......... yeah u are number one larh..every thing u do is correct...big shit larhx... shit pigZ.... u are just human.. how far can u get actually sucka.......lalalalalalala..........piece of bird poop........hypocritical junk..u are just another bloody poser......... so stop acting like a "IndEpEndeNt stYle..My Way.. My Own Creation..i Am cOOl" kinda person.............lolololololo.......

anyways.. i am shagged.... tired of stupid things....duhx..waste of time..

shagged...

2004-08-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

hmmm... back from town... today angie.. narene... celest and me went to watch movie.. but sth happen... the movie was like nc-16...and poor celest and angie was banned from going in.. dat some FCUKA OLD WOMAN... so bloody strict.... warts her problem... and den narene went to help them get some fake id.... but... again.. useless......

the show wasnt bad... people cried.... and there is this lady.. who ate non stop... so noisy...

the show is actually a love story... abt a couple.. well.. got seperated by the gurl's parents... and then a couple of years later.. they met back.. its a long long long long long long long.... story... JUST GO AND WATCH IT ALRITE!!!!its reali touching and farnie .... hiya.. just go watch it la......

i made two new nice frens today.. ANGIE AND CELEST.. well.. they are nice ppl.... i am sorry angie.. whahaha.. got beaten by me a couple of times.... sorry larh.... but me not ah lian ok!!! and celest... a tall gurl.. but younger den me.. also very nice and slim.. weeeee uuuuu weeeettt.. whahahahaha..... any way angie..GET WELL SOON!!!!

wart else is there abt today??... hmmmm

i think thats all abt it.... yeah.. dats all... nity nites.....

speechless<-blackcherry->

lolololo

2004-08-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

backx... today i went fer my clb... and the time was like extremely long lorx.. but teacher managed to let us off 3 or 5 mins earlier...... not much of a diff any way..... and my stead got beaten... smart la..... ask to go fer mock exam.. dun wanna go... den now kanna beat.... best... i have got nth to say abt it.....

any way.. after my clb.. i went to narene's house :).... and yeah.. we had lots of fun and beatings.. and laughter of coz.... too bored la.. i just wanna say sorry to cheryl another sorry.. whahahahaha... whack her whole leg.. lolx.. and i beat narene every where.... whahahahahah... damn high anf hiper la.. so cant blame me 'ight... i am still mad wif those fcukers though.. for beating my stead anyhow!!! halo???!!! he deen do anything.. neither did the rest.. so warts the problem wif u shittie ppl out there... ur brains all clogged up wif shit???????? k chill.. relax.. warts done have been done.. its good they reported it... oRbEeeeee to those fcukeRx!!!!!! wart in the world is wrong wif u those dogs....

i have started my diet plan any way.. wif sandra... morning eat one slice of bread... at nite.. eat apple... dat will make us lose weight... woooohooooo.. but lets hope it works.... wish my head was smaller and i have no intestines... so that i can be lighter... lalalalalaalalalalalalala......

i am still confused... abt warts bothering me... lets just pray hard.. and everything goes well...... TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO FLUNG THEIR O' LEVELS CHINESE.... WORK HARDER... DUN GIVE UP... ITS ONLI CHINESE.. NO BIG DEAL... HURRY GET OVER AND DONE WITH.. BUT DONT FORGET ABOUT THE REST OF THE SUBJECTS!!!! BEST OF LUCK!!! GOD BLESS!!!!

shagged<-blackcherry->

confused

2004-08-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

shhhheeessshhh....... i realli am confused now.. i dunnoe wart i realli want.. who i realli am... warts wif me any way.... i just can't make up my mind.. one moment i want this.. and another moment.. i want the other... why am i sooooooooo like this...... WART DO I ACTUALLY WANT!!!! i dun wish to hurt any one.. neither do i wish to hurt myself... i just need some one to tell me.. who i realli am... and wart i have to be.......in order to be me.......

........................ i realli dunnoooooooeeeeee.................................

........................ save me someone......................................

.......................wart do i deserve.............................

.......................just tell me..........................

confused<-blackcherry->

2004-08-09T16:15:00.000+08:00

wHhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeUuuuuuuuuuuuwwwwwwwweeeeeeet........... i am back again... guess whose back.... back again... i feeeeeeeelllllllll soooooooooo gooooooooooddddddd...... on saturday i had lorrrtttsss of funnn... we had our 4e3 class gathering.... and it was fun.. we played hopscotch.. and marigoround....... so dizzy.. and poor lai xing... wanna vomit cannot vomit... we played like hell.. and the barbeque was fantastic... special thanks to mr and mrs tay for letting us their new house.. it was nice and fabulous....!!! and also... THANKS TO 4E3!!!!!!!!! without u guys.. there will be no e3!!!! 07/08/04 is our class gthering day.....

amazingly the whole class made it to the gathering and some even stayed overnight.. sooooo happppppyyyyy...... some played mahjong... some went to sleep... and some had a movie marathon..... its was loads of fun!!!! i realli did enjoyed myself.... we partied all night long.....though there was left over of food... we still managed to eat alot.... i realli cant describe how happy i am to have the gathering....

any way... on saturday morning... we left.. and a few were still sleeping... i went home.. and slept like a pig..... slept non stop till this morning.. i did woke up a few times to have toilet breakx....phew~... some bad news though.. my mom find out dat i own a POSB card.. and i got a hell of a nagging...... but any way.. when u have got heaven.. nth can bring u down... whahahahahahahaha....

today the 9th of august is both my grandma's birthday and the nation's birthday to.. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BOTH OF YOU!!!! my grandma is very very very very very old.. and she is sooooooooooooooooooooo weeakkkkkkkk.. she is the only grandparent i have left... so sad.. i gotta cherish her...

any ways.. gotta stop here.. be back tml or some day later...... btw.. i've recieved my prelims time table... cant slack anymore!!!!!!

dead tired <-blackcherry->

back

2004-07-30T17:27:00.000+08:00

OooOOh..... long time never update my bloggy.. many many many things happen during the past few days......... i just ended my 3 hours long Literature Mock Exam Paper.. backside and hand pain....... den cold like antartica.. whoa.. buey tahan.....

today is my sister's 13th birthday........ and we are going to the Big Splach Restaurant to eat..... and two days ago was my mom's birthday....... and we went to Jack's Place... good food... but makes me fat..........my stead today arx... so suanster... after buying chicken rice fer ah bu today.. i accidentally drop the fork... den i gotta go back and take a new one.. i deen noe my stead was there.. and he was talking to leon... i said excuse me... and he turn.. i pai seh like shit... den they started laughing.. i beat leon.. den after reces.. my stead sms me.. saying.. sorry.. and i was realli too short until he cannot see..... lolx.. wth rite??!!!! so pai seh.. this sunday would be our one mth....oooo... dat was fast.. just hope we could be as long as before......

many things happen during CLB lessons.. there will always be laughter.. and jokes.. and screaming.. and yesterdae we watched the monley god cartoon for the whole lesson.. but i took a nap.. my tamagotchi came back yesterdae!!!! and there was a hard time trying to obtain a gurl!!! resest it many bloody times......

hmmm... at school... i think i enjoyed english subject the most... we get to play games.. and my summary did improve very well.. thanks to Mrs Bethany Tan.. the big pretty teacher.... YEah!!!!! there is gonna be a class gathering next week saturday under Mrs Tay's new house... and i am gonna stay over night.... WoOoooHHooOoo.. there's gonna be lots of fun... and food of coz.. and i am gonna frow fatter again.. and being a vegetarian was a failure... it lasted fer onli one day.. at least it was 24 hours... lolx...

i just have got too muchhhh to writttteeeeeee............. i am soooooo damn hungry... my sister is cooking cup noodles fer me now.. whahahahahaha... anyway... dats all christine.... update it again tml...

too much to write<-blackcherry->

wHoa.. shoPping the whoLE day

2004-07-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo.. just came back not long ago.. i went shopping wif my second dear.. esther.. lolx.. we took many pictures.. and we went to shop for clothes.. and we actuallly wanted to watch a movie.. but there wasnt enuff time... so.. shopping is the onli choice...

we went to plaza singapura... and saw quite a few vistarians who had just ended their flag day thingy.. and we were like avoiding them.. lolx...so pai seh... den we went to cineleisure.. to take pictures... and we saw this japanese cute guy.. who was soooo handsome.. and his eyes the electricity is sooo damn de strong... it was horrible when u look at him.. u can feel the "dian"... whoa.. so "tiao~"... lolx...den after dat.. we walk to taka.. and eat at a japanese restaurant.. i ate the cold soba noodle.... and their service is damn bad... made my dear wait fer sooo damn long for her tempura udon.. after i finish den hers came.. she was soooooo hungry some more ok....!!!!! den after dat.. we go walk walk... den buy clothes.. den go home......

now sooo tired.. tml still gotta wake up early and go see lion dance.. must rmb to bring camera... lolx.... so boring.................................................. i wanna buy techno cd!!!! and my dark lipstick!!!!! keep looking fer it... so irritating... geex... shall update my bloggy again tml.. aDios... nITes.. "wan an".. selamat malam....

shopping day<-blackcherry->

stress

2004-07-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

whoa.. today... a maths paper... can die!!!! so bloody difficult.. physics test paper i also never do finish.. no time!!!! so bored... i ate soo sooo much.. i ate pasta gratin... escargots... oyster... maggi potato....garlic bread... seaweeds!!!!! ate lots and lots of seaweeds!!!lolx.. went out wif jo, hongy, hwee and ben.. and we had lots of fun in Jack's Place...laugh like hell....soo sooo much fun... but today also stressful.. got tests... lolx.. but still so much fun...

sandra is still absent from school.. boring man.. cannot bully her.......she has a lump in her neck.. and the doc told her not to eat chilli.. she still went to eat.. orbeee la.. dun wanna listen.... lolx.. good sia she.. can miss physics.. haizo.. next week still got SS test...

there is toooooooo tooooo much to describe abt today.. soo many things.. oh ya!!!! me and poh hong got caught at the lrt station.. just because we play wif JOlene and hide at the Restricted Area.. we got our names written down.... so scary... lolx.. but its damn damn funny...lolx.... the green man caught us.. whahahaha... and all because we played wif jolene.. whahahahahahahahaha......

hmmmm.. so bored.. wart shall i do.. lolx.. get some thing chilling... lolx.. be BacK laTer... whahahaha.. MuacKies...

caught<-blackcherry->

clb was fun

2004-07-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

yo yo... backie.. school was alrite.. but i am sad..my tamagotchi is sent fer repairs.. its graphics cant be seen.. something is wrong wif the thing.. miss the strawberry head chic...haiz... but any way... suppose to have a maths mock exam.. but i am taking it tml.. CLB was damn fun again today....teacher taught us how to draw cartoon and "Lao Fu Zi".. so cute.. and we learnt some chinese tongue twisters.. lolx.. its so damn funny... though the tcher is old.. he still can joke abt.. dats good.. at least we wun be doing work work work work...all the time........

haix.. so bored.. having physics test tml...five chpaters to study... why is it sooooo bored...

i went to check out the handphone just now.... for the nokia 7610 its like 700 bucks kaex.... and nokia 7200 is abt 600 bucks.. and where the hell am i gonna get those money.. i cant work now.. O's is not over yet.... damn so ma fan... nth much happen today.. except dat me and poh hong ran to the canteen during motha tongue period to buy sandwiches... we were very hungry.. i am a glutton.. man i cant wait to puke out all....

after CLB.. my friends and i went to compass.. and there... at the 7 eleven.... they "took" out two small slurpies.. lolx.. since the cashier was busy.. they went unnotice... lolx.. so damn funny...i am soooo bored.. teevee has no show to watch.. any way has O.C ended?? i dunnoe either..

oh!!! something funny today happen to hwee.. my "motha"... lolx.... she was trying to take out her contact lenses.. and well she took a long long time to take it out.. and...lolx.. the rest.. i gotta keep it a secret.. hehehe... we were laughin' havoc'ly in the toilet.. whahahahaha... ok blackcherry.. u should stop here fer now.. go and study.. ZzzzZZzzzZZzzzz....

no tamagotchi<-blackcherry->

boredom...

2004-07-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

so bored today..... nth to do....hmmmm... i promise to be a vegetarian.. but.. i seem to like break my promise.. i just wish god can help me.. i feel so bloated..... eat sooo much... so guilty.. puke out all... lolx.. den i will be anorexic.... lolx.. scary.. we played traditional games today for P.E....so darn fun.. and funny too...it rained today too.. and its cold again like yesterday... and today is Racial Harmony day.. where all the different race unit together to make peace in Singapore.. i am glad fer dat.. if not.. we would be in Chaos....

we celebrated 14 people's birthday today.. and all was accumaleted from term 3 and 4 i think... they had mango cake.. and i ate the mango and the strawberry.. and its called "sui cao mei".. dats wart Lai Xing to me.. lolx...i had english remedial too.. and its like so damn fast.. i just love Mrs Tan.. she is soo coooollll and friendly.. a perfect english teacher indeed....whahahahaha... today seems to be like so many people's birthday.... jason ang and sharon ong.. and they've got egg and flour thrown on them.. it stink the sec 4 level classroom block... so smelllyyy....

anyway.. i've gawd A maths mock examination tml.. and i bet i will fail.. that goes without saying.. look at my maths.. its totally hopeless.. whahahahaha.. i dun intend to pass it anyway.. and i had SEXUAL EDUCATION just now.. for Biology.. we learnt all the female ans male sexual part.. the penis.. utera... vulva.. and blah blah blah.. this topic i can asure that i would i pass.. well if there isn't much to memorise.. my fingers are all cramped up now.. so i shall come back tml and continue... nites...

feeling like a glutton...<-blackcherry->

coLd day...

2004-07-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

PheWx~ today is soo cold.. just when i complain abt yesterdae the sun decided to give in to me.. it rain and damn was it so cold... maybe i should scold the sun more.. whahahaha... mrs tay didn't come to school today.. and i have got many free periods... i have decided to be a vegetarian.. but i ate chicken nuggets just now.. lolx.. wart a LoSer.... i got 26/80 fer my e maths mock paper.. wonderful isn't it.. i suck at maths.. definitely.. that goes without saying..

btw my TAMAGOTCHI has turned into the stRawberrY head... and poh HOnG haD maDe it wEnt On a Diet... froM 78g till 11g... wonderful rite.. and sandra said," if onli we like dat.. jump jump abit can lose alot of weight den good already ah..."!!! whahahaha.. damn funny.. and i totally agree wif her.. if it were that easy..

anyway.. somethin' very embarrassing and funny happen to me just now... this was how it went....

i was at the bus stop after having an exPlosivE meal.. so daMN fUlll... and i was waiting fer the bus wif a Xinmin Guy and A Indian MAn..... after a few minutes.. i spotted a 854 bus.... but i deen realise it was OFF-SERVICE.... so i went up to the front and flagged my hand... and OH MY GOSH.... the bus driver pointed up the the PLaCe where The nUmBEr TAg is suppose to be and there it said.." Off Service".. i was so damn embarrassed... and the indian guy act blur but i knew he was mocking at me inside.. and i ddidn't dare to look at the Xinmin Guy...whoA.... damn it man.. i wear specs also no use.. so "Pai seH" man.....but any way.. i got over it... whahahahaha....

i went home and bathe.. and here i am typing... its damn bored.. i never attend CLB coz no one is there to accompany and fool arnd wif me.. so.. cant blame.. not my fault.. i am buRping Non stOp Now.. so realli full..wart else happened today??!!! Oh!!!! we have got a gangster relief teacher.. he is soooo gangsterfied.... so ah beng... dunnoe why can make it to be a relief tcher....i just wish i got somthing to do now.. hiyo.. so boring....and i just farted.. whahahahaha... song...

embarrassed<-blackcherry->

back from school...part II

2004-07-19T19:09:00.000+08:00

continuation of the first blog.. so boring... got so many homework... i lazy to study la... haiz... today bought a toy.. Tamagotchi...and its name is call Cheru.. its a girl.. i am a mother.. of a chick.. lolx.. dat makes me a mother hen.. lolx.. wart rubbish.. anyway.. today i heard the full story of the boy who got possesed after playing "die xian".. freaky man...

now dunno wart to do.. so boring... i am so damn happy.. my mum is coming back tonight.. not next week... its better.. coz my dad is more demanding den my mom.. today also got do science practical.. i just hope tml a lot of my teachers nv come.. den can slack in class.. damn shagged man today...

another thing... stupid potato shorty orange skin freak is having his normal PMS again.. he is damn crazy... in the morning shout shout shout.. recess assembly he detain us in the f**king hot sUn!!!!! i can tell u i am gonna get tanned...this whole month the sun seems to be doing his job shining all over our school wif his rays... but isn't it too much fer us??!!!*_^"".... its damn hot today man.... i can't wait fer my O's to come and go.. by then.. i will be working.. and playing.. and dying hair.. and buy clothes.. den go overseas and study... wHahahHAhahahaha.... ok its too earli to plan now... i haven even started for gOOdness sake... if some one could onli push me... i need a FORCE.. but dun push me too hard.. i will explode...

i just washed my school shoes.. i am a good girl.. i noe i am.. lolx.. i am talking and giggling to myself... wth rite.. lolx.. i can smell the scent of my father's "after shower" smell.. so strong.. lolx.. i am damn bored.. so bored.. oh my bloggy.. i shall come back here to later to continue..

such a hoooott day<-blackcherry->

back from school...part I

2004-07-19T18:14:00.000+08:00

its like 6.14 now according to my computer.... and i am teaching jolene to make her blog site... i just bathed and i am sweatign again.. suppose to have social studies test but teacher post phone it.. ok i stop here first...

sleeping time...

2004-07-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

switching off computer
turn off lights
close window
go toilet
brush teeth
wash face
pee
wash leg
pack bag
get into bed
pray
sleep
dream.....
ZzzZzzZzzz

2004-07-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

kk i am bACk.. i think i got the hang of this bloggy thingy.. and i repeat.. i am NOT WEIRD....different ppl wif different lifestyle... sometimes.. i just turn to goth to keep me "alive"....so.. dun be afraid alrights.... tml got SS test.. so lazy to study.. YaWnx....

yaWnx<-blackcherry->

shhheeeessshhh...

2004-07-18T20:41:00.000+08:00

oh man.. such a blur block i am.. damn man... i am such a "tortoise".. thanks to cher.. she taught me... and i got it in the end.. kaex.. how do i start?hmmmm.. ok.. i went to church thiz very morning.. wif poH hOng.. and JOleNe... and i never bring my EZ link card... and people out there.. without ur Ez link card.. its damn de MA FAN!!!! so must rmb to check dat ur EZ link card is with u... k i am naggy.. i noe....after that we WeNt to WatCh a horrOR moVie.. and the Gurl in The mOviE name Saeng Dow (i think..) so poor thing.. got raped by her dAd..and she became a prostitue...and the rest... i should keep u guys in suspense!!! just GO watch it.. its damn scaaarrrrrriiieeeeeee... but niiiiiiiiceeeeeeeee... after dat.. i went home.. and my dad... sister and me cooked!!! wonderful rite.. i can cook.. ok i can i noe.. my mum is away.. for one and a half weeks.. and it will be a disaster... i gotta wash my uniform.. iron the clothes.. cook.. preparation for a future housewife i guess... but anyways... i can take it.. i guess.. i got soooooo soooo much more to write.. but i shall keep it fer tml... duhx.. boring....

nites..<-blackcherry->