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Thursday, August 26, 2004
'm back.... chinese paper 1 prelim was today.. went quite well.. hope so... everything today seems to be an eye sore fer me... nahx.. nth to talk abt.. i am at a loss of words... i've just realised that the worst thing that could happen to u is when u tot u have a whole lort of vocab language in ur mind bank.. but u hadn't... and all the words u used ain't understandable and u just used it just fer the sake of saying it to prove u are so vocabified wif all the chimology words... and to make u sound more superior among everyone else..the basic words dat appear many times is the one which i know clearly.. but those higher form of words.. i cant think of any.. so why not just be original..damn shit puck.. i just realised it during literature.. and its scary......and i never wan to think abt it any more.. but it just has to keep appearing in my thoughts... the thought of it has just gotta make me feel stupid........ i dunnoe why... some times i dunnoe why i just gotta noe some one who would just bring me totally down....just a waste of energy and effort on my part.. my time is usually wasted on junks.. and it goes from humans to objects to even the tiniest particle on this living earth.. its takes me 4 secs to have a deep breath.. 4 mins to type one paragraph of 7 lines... 4 hrs of computer usage to satisfy my boredness... 4 days to realise how fast time flies and its gonna be a friday.. 4 weeks to realise dat a month is gone....4 months to realise that school term is over and 4 years to realise dat i am 20 now.. and a yr more which makes it 21 and this is the age to my freedom and adulthood... and how am i ever gonna survive.. ?? wart makes it more complicated is dat.. i dun have my own abilities to make me strong.. the strength to make me realise who i am.. and worse.. the force to push me to start STUDYING!!! my O's is coming.. and its kinda too late to start...but who cares... even if so.. it is still good to start... at least u started on something... yepp.... feeling kinda low down now.. no idea why.. bloody whore...vacuum cleaner.. -deep thoughts-
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