*sigh*... i am sad.. i dunnoe why.. every part of me hurts... i cant explain why either... i just broke off.. yepp... broke off after a two month long relationship... we were together b4 for 10 mnths... but its all coz of me.. i dunno why.. the hormones in me.. aint working rite.. just not rite....

there is a fcuking problem in me.. he treats me rite and all... but i am not treating him rite.. its my billions of time cheating him.. it feels not good.. but bad bad bad... oh gawd... just get me aids over here.. or diabetes or cancer.. or tumor.. or any disease dat ever existed...... so dat i can appreciate the ones who loves me...

i am truely sorry for the many times i hurt u..... realli sorry.. i noe a sorry isnt good enuff... S-O-R-R-Y.... that word is bad.. bad for relationships.. bad for everything.. it shoudlnt have existed... never. never ever!!! that word just gives the chance to hurt some one...

i hate my hair.....it sucks.... it has always been.... and it will never not....

i am just truly sorry... i am a pathetic soul.. yes i noe.... i can never be good in handling stuffs like those.... i can never be who u want me to be.. or who u wish i would be... i can never be that......... it onli brings more disappointment den achievements... dun put high hopes on me.... dun ever do that....dun even think abt it... no no no... NO..

den again... i dun think any one will... its the word H-O-P-E-L-E-S-S stated or printed at my dull face....i am labelled by that word...

man.. i can feel the heavy drowsiness taking over my body now.. i am totalli gonna black out.... i am tired.... i wanna rest in peace.. or perhaps.. sleep in peace..

i dun wanna do my physics or my a maths.... i dun wan anything..

i just want a word from u... dat ensures me dat u are happy.. and i will be fine.. at least...
dats wart i think i want....

-sorry, i truely am-


bLackchErry's darkside uncovered at 10:28 PM

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